O you of little faith!

June 12th, 2006 by jeanines

Note:  Those who are unfamiliar with Jesus or the Bible will still see a glimpse of the truth in this article.  Thanks for letting me share it with you!  - Jeanine

What, Me Worry? - Lessons in Anxiety

by Aneel Aranha

Once, when
Jesus was preaching to the crowds, he told them a story of a rich man
who had a terrific crop one year. Rather than be happy with the
blessings he had received, the man began to worry about where he was
going to store all the grain he had just reaped. After much thought he
decided to tear down his old barns and build new ones.

"I’ll store all my goods and all my grain there," he said. "And with
plenty of good things laid up for many years, I’ll take life easy! I’ll
eat, drink and make merry."

"But God said to him, ‘You fool! This very night your life will
be demanded from you. Then who will get what you have prepared for
yourself?’

Jesus wrapped up the story in his inimitable style: "This is how it
will be with anyone who stores up things for himself but is not rich
toward God."

He then went on to make a few points.

 

Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat;
or about your body, what you will wear. Life is more than food, and the
body more than clothes. Consider the ravens: They do not sow or reap,
they have no storeroom or barn; yet God feeds them. And how much more
valuable you are than birds! Who of you by worrying can add a single
hour to his life? Since you cannot do this very little thing, why do
you worry about the rest? (Luke 12:22-26)

Obviously, there is not one among us who can add a single hour to
our lives by worrying, yet we worry. When we don’t have a job we worry
about getting one. When we secure employment, we worry that the work
might be too hard for us to do. When we have learned how to do it, we
worry that we aren’t getting paid enough. And it just goes on and on.
We worry about yesterday. We worry about today. We worry about
tomorrow. We spend our lives swamped with worry and succeed in doing
absolutely nothing other than be miserable. Why?

 

"Consider how the lilies grow. They do not
labor or spin. Yet I tell you, not even Solomon in all his splendor was
dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the
field, which is here today, and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, how
much more will he clothe you, O you of little faith! (Luke 12:27-28)

In that last line lies the reason why we worry: a lack of faith.
Though we might profess to have strong faith, a true barometer of our
faith is the extent to which we become anxious about things. A man who
worries a lot generally does so because he does not truly believe that
God is in control of his life. He believes that he himself is, and
consequently believes that it is up to him to clothe himself, feed
himself, house himself, and equip himself with the half a million other
accoutrements that he feels are necessary to live a proper life.

A man who does have faith, however, is perfectly at peace with himself
and the world because he has truly surrendered his life and everything
in it to God. He believes—and rightly so—that God is his father who
will look after him and all his needs as long as he does the one thing
that God asks for in return, which is seek God’s kingdom and his
righteousness. (Matthew 6:33)

Seeking God’s kingdom involves patterning your life in conformity to
God’s will. Even if you are only just about to commence this exercise,
if you are sincere, you can rest assured that your heavenly father is
already ensuring your needs are met. All you need to do is pray a
little as Paul suggests in his letter to the Philippians.

 

Do not be anxious about anything, but in
everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your
requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all
understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
(Philippians 4:6-7)

Once in a while my 8 year old daughter Lianne will return from
school and tell me that she needs a little money for some class
activity. Of course, I tell her she can have it, and though I might not
give her the money right away, she hugs me and thanks me, knowing that
on—or before—the day that she needs to hand it in, the money she needs
will be given to her.

It is very similar with our requests to God, whose children we are. In
full time ministry, I no longer have a steady income, but so great is
my trust in God, my finances (or lack of them) are never a source for
worry. As an example, I have four checks that I write out to my
landlord each year towards rental payments. A couple of weeks before
the checks are due to be presented I go to my Father in prayer and tell
him that my rent is due; could he please let me have the money I
require. I don’t do this because he needs reminding, but because he
likes me to go to him whenever I need something. And then, request
made, I thank him knowing that my prayers will be answered even if I
happen to have nothing in my bank account at that moment in time. I
have never had a check bounce on me.

Such faith comes by learning to let go and trust God, something
that is admittedly not very easy to do. A friend of mine is very fond
of telling this story which perfectly illustrates how difficult it is
to surrender control of our lives.

A man was walking up a hill one day when he went too close to the edge
and slipped. Fortunately for him, a branch that grew on the side of the
hill broke his fall, and as he clung on to it desperately, he began
hollering for help.
      "Is anybody out there?" he screamed.

     After a little while he heard a sonorous voice from above. "This is God!"

     "Whew!" the man exclaimed in relief. "You came in time. Please save me."

      "Let go the branch," said God.

      The man blinked in disbelief. He looked down at the jagged rocks
winking at him thirty feet below, then up again. "Are you kidding?"

      "No, I’m not kidding," said God. "I will save you. Just let go."

      The man looked down again, shook his head despairingly and then cried out. "Is anybody else out there?"

We often face situations like this in our lives, where
everything seems hopeless and our downfall certain. Most of us
frantically seek out ways or means in which to "save" ourselves, none
of them involving God. A man with true faith, however, will simply
surrender the situation to God, and if he does try to do something
himself, it will only be in obedience to God’s instructions.

Such a level of faith does not come overnight. It is built up over
time, by a gradual process of realizing God’s own faithfulness [see The School of Faith],
and by surrendering the things we cling to. This begins by
understanding the basic fact that we have absolutely no control over
anything, and by surrendering ourselves into God’s hands we enable his
will to be done in our lives without danger of us going contrary to it.
The more we are able to surrender, the greater our growth will be. And
the greater our freedom as well, because surrendering also relieves us
of a lot of the unnecessary weight that we carry on our shoulders. On
the Christian journey, like any other difficult journey, the more
unencumbered we are, the faster our progress. So if you want to travel
fast, travel light. Give it all to Jesus.

May the Spirit be with you.

 

more furniture news!

March 19th, 2006 by jeanines

We just got the "vintage trunk" coffee table we ordered online from The Cotswold Company here in the UK. The top opens on either side so we can store lots of stuff in it, which is amazingly useful.  Also, I’ve temporarily covered the two chairs and ottoman with some inexpensive fabric from the farmer’s market (6 meters for only 12 pounds).  We’ve picked out some hardwearing chenille fabric in beige/brown patterns that will be used for the permanent reupholstering, which may have to be done professionally given my lack of skill!  Our friend Louise was our first official houseguest.  We had a great time chatting with her, drinking coffee and tea, and enjoying the comfy new furniture…Img_3370_2

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New sofa for a new engagement…yay! :)

February 1st, 2006 by jeanines

Img_3246Our wine leather sofa was delivered via a furniture lift through the living room window on the second floor!  (British staircases are way too narrow for huge American furniture).  The sofa is very comfy and looks almost exactly like my brother’s.  We’re now looking for some pillows and a coffee table.  Buying things on the British economy is not cheap, so mainly we’ve been going to the military base exchange.  Matt has a whole month off from work after returning from his deployment so we are shopping up a storm and watching all the episodes of Friends on my laptop DVD.  We don’t have a TV over here because we’re too cheap to pay the ridiculous "TV tax" of 120 pounds (about $200) per year, which pays for BBC1 (a non-commercial news channel) and three other channels.  Maybe we’ll protest the "taxation without representation" by throwing TVs into the imaginary Bury harbor!

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Sesame Chicken

December 7th, 2005 by jeanines

Img_2412_1Here’s a very authentic recipe from About.com for sesame chicken just like in the Chinese restaurants.  It was really easy to make and so tasty too! :)

INGREDIENTS:

    • 3 whole boneless chicken breasts
    • 3 1/2 - 4 cups peanut oil for deep-frying
  • Marinade:
    • 2 tablespoons light soy sauce
    • 1 tablespoon cooking wine or dry sherry
    • a few drops of sesame oil
    • 2 tablespoons flour
    • 2 tablespoons cornstarch
    • 2 tablespoons water
    • 1/4 teaspoon baking powder
    • 1/4 teaspoon baking soda
    • 1 teaspoon vegetable oil
  • Sauce for Sesame Chicken:
    • 1/2 cup water
    • 1 cup chicken broth
    • 1/8 cup vinegar
    • 1/4 cup cornstarch
    • 1 cup sugar
    • 2 TB dark soy sauce
    • 2 TB sesame oil
    • 1 tsp chili paste, or more if desired
    • 1 clove garlic (minced)
    • 2 tablespoons toasted sesame seeds

PREPARATION:

Cut the chicken into 1-inch cubes. Mix the marinade
ingredients and marinate the chicken for 20 minutes.

To prepare the sauce: mix together all of the
sauce ingredients.  Pour them into a small pot and bring to
a boil, stirring continuously. Turn the heat down to low and keep warm while you are deep-frying the
chicken.

To deep-fry the chicken: add the marinated
chicken pieces a few at a time, and deep-fry until golden brown. Drain on paper towels. Repeat with the remainder of the
chicken.

Just before you are finished deep-frying, bring the sauce back up to a boil. Place the chicken on a large platter and pour the sauce over.  Sprinkle with sesame seeds. Serve
the Sesame Chicken with rice.

Sergei needs a self-esteem boost

November 17th, 2005 by jeanines

Sergei_3I uploaded Sergei’s photo onto Rate My Kitten yesterday.  It’s a tough crowd, but so far his average is still over 8 (out of 10).   Hopefully people will be kind… he has such a fragile ego!  Please help make Sergei feel like the most loveable, adorable, super cute and all-together insane meowy meowkins in the whole world (which he is)!! 

Give Sergei your vote and check out his competition!

But try to resist the cuteness.

Let the cat fighting begin!

"Since 2002, Rate My Kitten has served a constant parade of kittens and cats to millions of viewers.
People from around the world have uploaded more than 89,000 pictures of
these funny little creatures."

Take the ‘Pride and Prejudice’ Challenge!

October 31st, 2005 by jeanines

I’m now reading Pride and Prejudice after seeing the new Keira Knightley movie, which was just beautiful.  I found this neat online quiz that tells you which Pride & Prejudice character you are based on your personality.  According to the quiz results, I am like Elizabeth Bennet, "who is
sensible and wise."  Hmm, well maybe it’s not all that accurate..
hehe…


Elizabeth Bennet
-
The novel’s protagonist. The second daughter of Mr. Bennet, Elizabeth is the most intelligent and sensible of the
five Bennet sisters. She is well read and quick-witted, with a tongue
that occasionally proves too sharp for her own good. Her realization
of Darcy’s essential goodness eventually triumphs over her initial prejudice
against him.

Fitzwilliam Darcy -
A wealthy gentleman, the master of Pemberley, and
the nephew of Lady Catherine de Bourgh. Though Darcy is intelligent
and honest, his excess of pride causes him to look down on his social inferiors.
Over the course of the novel, he tempers his class-consciousness
and learns to admire and love Elizabeth for her strong character.

Jane Bennet
-  The
eldest and most beautiful Bennet sister. Jane is more reserved and
gentler than Elizabeth. The easy pleasantness with which she and
Bingley interact contrasts starkly with the mutual distaste that
marks the encounters between Elizabeth and Darcy.

Charles Bingley
-
Darcy’s considerably wealthy best friend. Bingley’s
purchase of Netherfield, an estate near the Bennets, serves as the
impetus for the novel. He is a genial, well-intentioned gentleman,
whose
easygoing nature contrasts with Darcy’s initially discourteous demeanor.
He is blissfully uncaring
about class differences.


Mr. Bennet
-  The
patriarch of the Bennet family, a gentleman of modest income with
five unmarried daughters. Mr. Bennet has a sarcastic, cynical sense
of humor that he uses to purposefully irritate his wife. Though
he loves his daughters (Elizabeth in particular), he often fails
as a parent, preferring to withdraw from the never-ending marriage
concerns of the women around him rather than offer help.

Mrs. Bennet
 -  Mr.
Bennet’s wife, a foolish, noisy woman whose only goal in life is
to see her daughters married. Because of her low breeding and often
unbecoming behavior, Mrs. Bennet often repels the very suitors whom
she tries to attract for her daughters.

George Wickham
-  A
handsome, fortune-hunting militia officer. Wickham’s good looks
and charm attract Elizabeth initially, but Darcy’s revelation about
Wickham’s disreputable past clues her in to his true nature and simultaneously
draws her closer to Darcy.

Lydia Bennet
-  The
youngest Bennet sister, she is gossipy, immature, and self-involved.
Unlike Elizabeth, Lydia flings herself headlong into romance and
ends up running off with Wickham.

Mr. Collins
-  A
pompous, generally idiotic clergyman who stands to inherit Mr. Bennet’s
property. Mr. Collin’s own social status is nothing to brag about,
but he takes great pains to let everyone and anyone know that Lady Catherine
de Bourgh serves as his patroness. He is the worst combination of
snobbish and obsequious.

Miss Bingley
-  Bingley’s
snobbish sister. Miss Bingley bears inordinate disdain for Elizabeth’s
middle-class background. Her vain attempts to garner Darcy’s attention
cause Darcy to admire Elizabeth’s self-possessed character even
more.

Lady Catherine de Bourgh
 -
A rich, bossy noblewoman; Mr. Collins’s patron and
Darcy’s aunt. Lady Catherine epitomizes class snobbery, especially
in her attempts to order the middle-class Elizabeth away from her
well-bred nephew.

Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner
-
Mrs. Bennet’s brother and his wife. The Gardiners,
caring, nurturing, and full of common sense, often prove to be better
parents to the Bennet daughters than Mr. Bennet and his wife.

Charlotte Lucas
-
Elizabeth’s dear friend. Pragmatic where Elizabeth
is romantic, and also six years older than Elizabeth, Charlotte
does not view love as the most vital component of a marriage. She
is more interested in having a comfortable home. Thus, when Mr.
Collins proposes, she accepts.

Georgiana Darcy
-
Darcy’s sister. She is immensely pretty and just as
shy. She has great skill at playing the pianoforte.

Mary Bennet
-  The
middle Bennet sister, bookish and pedantic.

Catherine Bennet
-
The fourth Bennet sister. Like Lydia, she is girlishly
enthralled with the soldiers.

(Character list courtesy of SparkNotes)

after the fall…

October 18th, 2005 by jeanines
My laptop crashed this weekend and I consequently lost everything on the hard drive, including my prized iTunes. Now I know why people get so emotional about having their iPod stolen. It takes a lifetime to amass your favorite music, and to have it disappear in one fell swoop is slightly traumatizing. But I’m over it! I will miss my sappy 80s music, though. Here are my lessons learned for avoiding a future wipeout:

(1) if you don’t need it, don’t download it, esp. if you have a similar product already installed. this means you, RealPlayer!

(2) upload your pictures. don’t keep them stashed on your hard drive; burning to a CD takes too much time.

(3) if you must have music on your computer, make a backup CD… *sigh* (but hey, why not turn on an actual boom box, they still make those right?)

(4) stay away from heavy applications such as Microsoft Outlook; like many women, they look pretty but they’re trouble!

(5) don’t confuse your PC: reboot after installing new software, even though this is a major pain.

(6) last but not least, trust only the best and most reputable antivirus and firewall protection! I have a feeling my computer, which was using a freeware program, caught a worm that would have been blocked properly if I had just forked over the 50 bucks to McAfee from the beginning.

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Update: one last tip, courtesy of my sister Jessie whose laptop also crashed recently.. "I strongly suggest getting an external hard drive…I got one that is 80Gb for like 90 bucks, but hey, it’s worth it to save all the heartache! I don’t even save anything on my computer anymore, it goes straight to the external unless I feel it’s too important, in which case I do make two copies. *knock on wood* "

my IM window just cried “no more! no more!”

September 29th, 2005 by jeanines

Sorry everyone, but I have to take a break from Friendster and instant messenging for a little while. If I don’t get off the instant messenger, I may never get off instant coffee!

I am really burnt out and sleep deprived from the marathon CSS and HTML coding I’ve been working these past two weeks. And I really have to concentrate on my classes right now, get the important things done first…

Hopefully things will get back to normal soon.

Ok, this is me signing off

If you need to get in touch, feel free to email or call. Take care!!

also here’s my latest obsession

Today’s Not Wednesday?

September 23rd, 2005 by jeanines

Guess what? I just met some really cool international Friendsters this week:

We’re all in the "Friendster Custom Profile Mods" group… it’s complicated! :) haha… Web design is less of a mystery to me now, but I just gotta say, I’ll never look at the word "codes" the same way again. Thanks for the memories guys!

Anyway, I’m really glad to have made new friends online since I’m here all by myself in the UK. By the way, I’m learning a lot from my online IT classes, though not as much as from just surfing around for free tutorials.

p.s. This has been quite a week of breaking news back home! another Cat 5 hurricane.. amazing JetBlue landing.. new Supreme Court Chief.. oil industry crisis.. and oh yeah, are we fighting a war somewhere too?

100% EXTRA FREE!

September 18th, 2005 by jeanines

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Yesterday I completely ran out of real food and had to venture into the strange world of British grocery stores. Hence the title of this post - 100% extra free! - which is what they mark on items where the price has been reduced. It’s one of those foreign phrases that make no sense whatsoever, yet is still rather charming.

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We finally had some sunshine after several days of rain, so I then took a walk in the picture-perfect Abbey Gardens:

It’s quite lovely there (oh no, I sound British!), and only a few steps from Bury’s town center. Hope you enjoy these photos.